| Hi, all. |
[06 Dec 2009|04:05pm] |
Its official. I've finished my book.
Want to buy it?
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| GOSH |
[25 Nov 2009|05:19pm] |
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THINGS are happening.
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| SOOOO ME! |
[14 Nov 2009|05:48pm] |
* LIKES Solitude to dream in
* Mystery in all its guises
* Anything discarded to stay discarded
* The ridiculous
* like to get 'lost'
* DISLIKES the obvious
* being criticized
* feeling all at sea about something
* know-it-alls
* pedantry
<3 Pisces
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| Hi |
[12 Nov 2009|09:22pm] |
I have the inability to feel feelings that are genuine because I have so inflated my sense of self onto others. My personality is like tenticles that reach into the minds of the people I surround and inflate with the words I say about the ridiculous things I do. And underneath that wool blanket lies my real personality, but its been hidden for so long I don't know whats under there.
Or if there is anything at all.
mAryth: i need a date for your wedding because its the most important day of your life
YourM: haha then you should not get a date and only pay attention to me all day
mAryth: uggghhh
mAryth: but thats like every other day
YourM: haha what, ignoring the boy next to you and just paying attention to me/>?
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| i've been neglecting you |
[07 Nov 2009|05:47pm] |
I'm so sorry little livejournal. I have started to occupy more space on the internet and I forgot about you.
Anyway.
I dont have anything to say, because well, I have no feelings. I am emotionally stunted.
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| say whatchu wanna say |
[31 Oct 2009|11:00pm] |
These past few weeks have been pretty ridiculous. Things move so so so fast in the city, its hard finding time to properly enjoy it all. My job is great though, i love the people i work for, and the work is not completely mind numbing. I'm in sudbury now anyway, so its nice to get away. I've got to do laundry. Its sucks being here without Myles. Last night was my first dream about him since he died. Shitty.
Anyway. Something I do at work is expand my musical horizons. Therefore, I've made a new playlist on my ipod, its called ULTIMATE INDIE SHIT. I like about 50% of the music on it. I FUCKING HATE RADIOHEAD GODDAMNIT
Anyway
I have a terrible headache because I havent had any caffine today.
Also, i should mention very profound things are happening in my life right now. But, that is all I will say for now.
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[23 Oct 2009|09:11am] |
Last night my dog died. My older brother took him to the dog hospital and they put him to sleep. It was definitely for the best and I know he's hanging out with Bridget bothering the shit out of her. And my mom buried him with a bone so he can show all the other dogs that he "HAZ A BONE!!!!!!!!"
Yes I am updating this from work. Whatever. I don't want to be here right now. I want to sit at home and mope. My eyes feel like vaginas, they are so puffy and red from crying.
The end of my childhood.
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| four walls |
[17 Oct 2009|05:32pm] |
Blah Blah Blah things with stuff.
Work is fine
School is.. SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE HOMEWORK. Fuck.
Friends are great
Boston is great
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh I will write more probably when i get depressed about something.
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| the same |
[11 Oct 2009|01:39am] |
Well, still living the same usual shit. I have to find my birth certificate or my social security card, and my parents don't know where they are. I can't work if I don't have that shit!
Today was a perfectly nice day. I went to Sudbury (partially because my parents are in Tampa and because my mom keeps hinting at the fact my dog is dying) and did NOTHING. It was awesome. I woke up at 2:30 and just tooled around my house. I hung out with my older brother and... yeah the end. I did nothing.
My job is great, the people that I work for a really cool and nice. The work itself is easy and mind-numbing, but whatever, MAKIN BILLZ!
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| yeas! |
[06 Oct 2009|03:28pm] |
I have begun to write things down a little more thoroughly. I've begun to write up the past two years in a memoir/vingette sort of form. Its stupid, and its just for me because I fear losing my memory. Anyway.
I HAVE A JOB.
Its just a temp job but it pays really well and the women i work for are really cool. They are like 30-somethings and I think I can charm them into thinking I'm great. The job isnt to hard either, so I'm looking forward to some easy money.
Also I'm realizing how circular things really are. Its weird how things from my past are jumping at me from all angles. I'M ONLY 20!!! How is it possible for that to be happening???
School is going well too. I am excelling in my art history course and find my studio class is boring and lame and not really art at all. I'm worrying a little bit if I made a good decision going to art school. I like it, but is it really something I can build a future on? Or should i just be one of those people that does it just for the sake of doing it?
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| well thats nice |
[30 Sep 2009|04:06pm] |
P-bread again. There is a 40 year old man next to me on his computer looking at facebook. Adorable.
Anyway, I had my job interview today. I think I rocked it. I had them laughing and it was great. I was much more relaxed for this interview then I was for the one at Fidelity. Last night though, was terrible. I felt really sick and I couldnt sleep because I was so nervous. I'm also pretty sure I had a fever.
OMG > someone that just came in looks like my old history teacher. And there is a Kelsey Grammar look-a-like wandering around somewhere too. Also there is a man who just bought himself a whole loaf of bread and hes eating it by himself. I love this city.
That is really it. Situations are fine and normal. Just lots of waiting for something to happen. BUT then I remind myself: the plot will not come to me.
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| Dear Ryan |
[29 Sep 2009|03:35pm] |
YOU SUUUUUUCCCCKKKK
Love Always,
Mary
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| HELLO |
[27 Sep 2009|08:38pm] |
If I could combine:
Les Claypool
and
Colin Meloy
and
The dudes from Steeleye Span
and
Jeff Mangum
I would be the happiest girl in the world. Combined either into my boyfriend, OR combined musically. That'd be fucked up and sick nasty.
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| over the sea |
[27 Sep 2009|07:00pm] |
Carly and I are in Panera stealing internet and MR JASON WAS HERE. He and I made eye contact and I'm sure he racked his brain trying to remember who I was, but whatever. I wish Carly had stood up and refilled my iced tea because she is much less awkward then me. But alas, he is gone.
Last night I had a dream about going to a Kids in the Hall show and meeting Scary Spice, Weird Al Yankovic and Liam Nisssssdjhakj. Anyway, Liam wanted to have sex with me and I had to like go with him to a hotel, and Kate Winslet was there and she didnt want me to sleep with him.
ALSO, after that dream, I had a dream about Mr. Armistead. We had sex. Meghan called me because she wanted to smoke a butt with me at 4am.
I told Carly and she said he used to be an alcoholic. Which is sort of awesome because it gives him some sort of depth....despite the fact being a raging alcoholic is bad. Well maybe he wasnt RAGING.
Anyway. Yesterday Carly and I went to Wentworth with Evo and smoked and ran around and it was great fun. A ginger kid was hitting on me.
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| fuck |
[21 Sep 2009|11:44am] |
Whatever, right? I can just say i expected this sort of thing because it is what i`m used to. fuck.
WHAT
THE
FUCK
is wrong with me?
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| maybe |
[19 Sep 2009|01:19am] |
I think that when I take more risks the more I enjoy myself. Risks meaning like, stealing (gum, lighters)? Waking up late? Leaving things to the last minute(like getting gas)? Then again, I can't help but fall victim to my outrageous moods. Not like I go CRAZY with mood swings, but if I feel something, I will feel it until I blow it completely out of proportion. I dont know, ANYWAY
The point is I have been a much happier person these days. The apartment is great, Carly and I are getting along most excellently, the place is sweet and I have awesome friends?!SKLjKLSJklfj
P.S. I have a crush on a boy and its NOT a secret!
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| ruckus |
[17 Sep 2009|09:25pm] |
So things are alright. And very weird.
School is fine
Family is good
Friends are great
Boy is ?awesome?
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| cut him up, girl |
[13 Sep 2009|07:33pm] |
Goddamnit.
Things really should start working out before I get angry.
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| SO |
[04 Sep 2009|03:37pm] |
Now that I have moved in completely to Park Drive, I was bored and looking for a network to steal internets from.
AND BOY OH BOY, Look at my choices:
My favorite is titties.
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