| o gwad |
[07 Feb 2010|01:18pm] |
Besides my picking up smoking habits again, I'd say I'm doing well.
I've been going to class and doing homework
I've been writing again FINALLY. I need to crank this shit out
I've been more creative yay. Like art in general.
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeay.
I'm going to my parents house tonight for a pot roast. Sweet.
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| yeeeee |
[31 Jan 2010|05:14pm] |
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All I want to say is that I am excited.
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| MARY. YOU SHOULDNT LET IT MAKE YOU MAAAAAAD |
[28 Jan 2010|02:53pm] |
I'm in a pretty good mood.
This year is going well. I'm actually working towards the changes I want to make, and I'm already seeing the benefits. If I make myself...healthy.....then....I am.
What?
Whatever.
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| AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH |
[25 Jan 2010|03:12am] |
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WWWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFF
this weekend has reminded me of a few things (ehem):
1. 2010 WTF?!
2. I WILL GROW UP EVENTUALLY. Meaning, I'm not going to stay 20. I will actually learn more things and mature WITH MY AGE.
3. I miss high school, lol.
4. Also note to self: stop actin' a fool. Its getting old.
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| EEEEEEEE |
[21 Jan 2010|11:19pm] |
OH LORDY, I am back in academic classes and BOY DOES IT FEEL GREAT.
Seriously. I was talking and thinking and using my brain and WOW have I missed it!
And the teacher was getting so into it too! YAAAAAAAY
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| Yeeow! |
[11 Jan 2010|12:51am] |
Do I actually care about tumblarity?
I just think its kind of funny.
Also this is proof that I'm clearly cheating on my livejournal. Whatever. Livejournal is for emotions and tumblr is for everything else?
Today was perfectly lazy. Loved it. Tomorrow I need to... clean my room and register for classes.
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[08 Jan 2010|03:54pm] |
Think of 25 albums that had such a profound effect on you they changed your life or the way you looked at it. They sucked you in and took you over for days, weeks, months, years. These are the albums that you can use to identify time, places, people, emotions. These are the albums that no matter what they were thought of, they musically shaped your world. They stood up, they lasted, they mattered. They still matter, in some way (even if only in memory). So, post your 25, and send to another 25
1.) Frizzle Fry - Primus
2.) Stop Making Sense - The Talking Heads
3.) Hemispheres - Rush
4.) Picaresque - The Decemberists
5.) Little Creatures - The Talking Heads (shit. can I use them twice?)
6.) Hairspray - Original Broadway Cast
7.) In An Aeroplane Over the Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
8.) Megadeth - Peace Sells
9.) Miss Saigon - Original Cast
10.) 30 Greatest Hits - The Red Elvises
11.) Fashion Nugget - Cake
12.) Sailing the Seas of Cheese - Primus (I'm just going to assume I can use bands twice.)
13.) Drive - Bela Fleck
14.) Ahh... the name is Bootsy Collins - Bootsy Collins
15.) Giant Robot - Buckethead
16.) Three Chord City - The Cold
17.) Yes, Virginia - The Dresden Dolls
18.) All the Pain Money Can Buy - Fastball.
19.) Set One - Frog Brigade
20.) Guns N Roses - Appetite for Destruction
21.) Hair - Original Cast
fuck the rest. i ran out of time.
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| Lolz. |
[06 Jan 2010|03:00pm] |
Its funny how shit can change like... really fast. I suppose one of my best qualities would be that I can harness the power of... my inner feelings to do what I want them to?
Okay, that makes no sense. But you get it. Sort of?
What I'm trying to say in a not so elegant fashion is that I don't like that boy anymore. I was actually sort of just clinging to the idea of him. Then, alas, the new year.
I spent new years eve and new years day in bed tossing back the painkillers. Something about infections just make you feel....... infected.
But anyway, while amidst the fever ocean of my mind, I thought about this boy and his new girlfriend and my heart grew? I found myself feeling happy for him. I realized then that I was actually happy for him, because that's what friends are for. To support and be happy for you. (i mean those are just SOME of the things friends are for.)
Anyway. I've recovered enough to know that I don't want to be laying in bed all day. I'd like to go out, but my wallet is in Rochester NY for no reason besides my own stupidity. For now I will just sit and think about all these things that I have to think about. School, friends, blah blah crap crap. Things that make me anxious, essentially.
Also, I'll try and not neglect this anymore.
ALSO READ MY BOOK. (when i release it finally, actually blah)
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| GOSH |
[25 Nov 2009|05:19pm] |
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THINGS are happening.
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| SOOOO ME! |
[14 Nov 2009|05:48pm] |
* LIKES Solitude to dream in
* Mystery in all its guises
* Anything discarded to stay discarded
* The ridiculous
* like to get 'lost'
* DISLIKES the obvious
* being criticized
* feeling all at sea about something
* know-it-alls
* pedantry
<3 Pisces
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| i've been neglecting you |
[07 Nov 2009|05:47pm] |
I'm so sorry little livejournal. I have started to occupy more space on the internet and I forgot about you.
Anyway.
I dont have anything to say, because well, I have no feelings. I am emotionally stunted.
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| say whatchu wanna say |
[31 Oct 2009|11:00pm] |
These past few weeks have been pretty ridiculous. Things move so so so fast in the city, its hard finding time to properly enjoy it all. My job is great though, i love the people i work for, and the work is not completely mind numbing. I'm in sudbury now anyway, so its nice to get away. I've got to do laundry. Its sucks being here without Myles. Last night was my first dream about him since he died. Shitty.
Anyway. Something I do at work is expand my musical horizons. Therefore, I've made a new playlist on my ipod, its called ULTIMATE INDIE SHIT. I like about 50% of the music on it. I FUCKING HATE RADIOHEAD GODDAMNIT
Anyway
I have a terrible headache because I havent had any caffine today.
Also, i should mention very profound things are happening in my life right now. But, that is all I will say for now.
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[23 Oct 2009|09:11am] |
Last night my dog died. My older brother took him to the dog hospital and they put him to sleep. It was definitely for the best and I know he's hanging out with Bridget bothering the shit out of her. And my mom buried him with a bone so he can show all the other dogs that he "HAZ A BONE!!!!!!!!"
Yes I am updating this from work. Whatever. I don't want to be here right now. I want to sit at home and mope. My eyes feel like vaginas, they are so puffy and red from crying.
The end of my childhood.
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| four walls |
[17 Oct 2009|05:32pm] |
Blah Blah Blah things with stuff.
Work is fine
School is.. SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE HOMEWORK. Fuck.
Friends are great
Boston is great
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh I will write more probably when i get depressed about something.
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| the same |
[11 Oct 2009|01:39am] |
Well, still living the same usual shit. I have to find my birth certificate or my social security card, and my parents don't know where they are. I can't work if I don't have that shit!
Today was a perfectly nice day. I went to Sudbury (partially because my parents are in Tampa and because my mom keeps hinting at the fact my dog is dying) and did NOTHING. It was awesome. I woke up at 2:30 and just tooled around my house. I hung out with my older brother and... yeah the end. I did nothing.
My job is great, the people that I work for a really cool and nice. The work itself is easy and mind-numbing, but whatever, MAKIN BILLZ!
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| yeas! |
[06 Oct 2009|03:28pm] |
I have begun to write things down a little more thoroughly. I've begun to write up the past two years in a memoir/vingette sort of form. Its stupid, and its just for me because I fear losing my memory. Anyway.
I HAVE A JOB.
Its just a temp job but it pays really well and the women i work for are really cool. They are like 30-somethings and I think I can charm them into thinking I'm great. The job isnt to hard either, so I'm looking forward to some easy money.
Also I'm realizing how circular things really are. Its weird how things from my past are jumping at me from all angles. I'M ONLY 20!!! How is it possible for that to be happening???
School is going well too. I am excelling in my art history course and find my studio class is boring and lame and not really art at all. I'm worrying a little bit if I made a good decision going to art school. I like it, but is it really something I can build a future on? Or should i just be one of those people that does it just for the sake of doing it?
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| well thats nice |
[30 Sep 2009|04:06pm] |
P-bread again. There is a 40 year old man next to me on his computer looking at facebook. Adorable.
Anyway, I had my job interview today. I think I rocked it. I had them laughing and it was great. I was much more relaxed for this interview then I was for the one at Fidelity. Last night though, was terrible. I felt really sick and I couldnt sleep because I was so nervous. I'm also pretty sure I had a fever.
OMG > someone that just came in looks like my old history teacher. And there is a Kelsey Grammar look-a-like wandering around somewhere too. Also there is a man who just bought himself a whole loaf of bread and hes eating it by himself. I love this city.
That is really it. Situations are fine and normal. Just lots of waiting for something to happen. BUT then I remind myself: the plot will not come to me.
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| Dear Ryan |
[29 Sep 2009|03:35pm] |
YOU SUUUUUUCCCCKKKK
Love Always,
Mary
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| HELLO |
[27 Sep 2009|08:38pm] |
If I could combine:
Les Claypool
and
Colin Meloy
and
The dudes from Steeleye Span
and
Jeff Mangum
I would be the happiest girl in the world. Combined either into my boyfriend, OR combined musically. That'd be fucked up and sick nasty.
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| over the sea |
[27 Sep 2009|07:00pm] |
Carly and I are in Panera stealing internet and MR JASON WAS HERE. He and I made eye contact and I'm sure he racked his brain trying to remember who I was, but whatever. I wish Carly had stood up and refilled my iced tea because she is much less awkward then me. But alas, he is gone.
Last night I had a dream about going to a Kids in the Hall show and meeting Scary Spice, Weird Al Yankovic and Liam Nisssssdjhakj. Anyway, Liam wanted to have sex with me and I had to like go with him to a hotel, and Kate Winslet was there and she didnt want me to sleep with him.
ALSO, after that dream, I had a dream about Mr. Armistead. We had sex. Meghan called me because she wanted to smoke a butt with me at 4am.
I told Carly and she said he used to be an alcoholic. Which is sort of awesome because it gives him some sort of depth....despite the fact being a raging alcoholic is bad. Well maybe he wasnt RAGING.
Anyway. Yesterday Carly and I went to Wentworth with Evo and smoked and ran around and it was great fun. A ginger kid was hitting on me.
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